As a chapter closes, I am opening a new chapter.
More than anything, I love the connections I have with my family. As annoying as they can be, I love watching them explore their world - even if I worry about them, it is a joy. My new transition is inward; I'm no longer performing for others around me for them to fulfill some fantasy, but I'm performing for myself and my family when they are kind enough to sit and listen. I am in bed with my guitar in the morning light and singing along with incredible songs. The performance is mine alone, but anyone who loves me enough can linger and listen.
Here's what I'm listening to.
Perfume Genius
I'm listening to Perfume Genius to mark this transition phase. I love the layered synthesizer and heartfelt vocals.
The sadness you carry It hangs like a ghost And I'll just tear it down And I'll wear it like a ribbon
Japanese Breakfast
I feel balanced as only an Existentialist can be balanced - knowing the fulcrum of my existence lives in my own experience and sense of self. I am a free spirit, absorbing the freedom as I take my next steps.
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